atTENtion viewers. this is not preTENd feelings because we are TENacious kidss who are conTENt with each other. the TEN is always a hoopla and paula likes to play hooky with the TEN so we do not have perfect atTENdance, but we atTENd SUHI, so don't TENd to forget, nukkah. when we go camping, the uTENsils we use for our TENt is inTENse, inTENse like an octopus' TENtacle. We like to cut our TENderloin steak carefully but are also TENse about it. HEY puala plays TENnis. Oh yea, one more thing, I think we're from TENnessee because we are the only TEN they see....THE END>>
Interests:Anything you can think of. Long walks on the beach and watching the sunset..
Expertise:Anything you could think of..
Occupation:Retired Industry:Legal
olright...this is the first timed I've written in this thanggg...but yeahh, I only got in because I was leaving a comment for jeni...hahaha so I decided to write in this.....nothing great...scared for my life.
thank you jermy. I love the e-mail he gave me, made my day. Damn, i love it!! it's probably one of the greatest e-mails i've ever received. Hopefully it made phillip think. haha.
Leave my problems up to God, trust him. He wants us to leave the problems up to him and be occupied by what is great around us. I really need that. Those words, I'll live by those words. Leave the problems to God, and be occupied by what is going great around us. Love that.
Lately they haven't been around to keep me happy. To keep me occupied instead of school. Hopefully i get to see them tomorrow, because without those 2, i dont think ill be happy. They are the ones who has kept me alive, but lately they haven't been there for me. Hopefully i get to see them again, maybe at school, i think just one of them, that'll be great. my best friends.
as i sit here trying to think of the lyrics of a sad song i was listening to when you were with me, i couldn't find the words because of my crying heart. Too much pain, too much agony keeps me away from life. Always there and never giving a break, makes it harder for me to concentrate. As you stand and ignore everything else, only one person keeps you occupied. You have a connection with that person and it makes it worse. I ignore this little joke of yours, is it even a joke? if it isn't a joke, then why isn't anyone laughing? These little mind tricks, its not funny. The only question I have is why? Im so confused, I dont know whats happening. Just ignore it, and you too, and maybe if it gets to yer head that I'm ignoring you, then you will also ignore me. Do you even know what you guys are doing? Maybe not, how stupid. This is stupid. I tell myself that I won't be mad because its nothing. But there's something in my mind that is tugging me to be mad. Its a little mind game that shouldn't get to my head. How could I though? They pass by me as if it were nothing. Am I the target?? Your actions are not attractive and makes me want to lose you more. So as I sit here pondering to find the right words, I realized that I dont need the lyrics anymore. I've been sad for too long, and now I've lost the motivation to care.
